The Feeling at the Conference

A week after the "I Am She" Conference and I'm still reflecting on the message God has given me months ago. I'm reflecting on the assignment I had and what God was going to do. While planning the conference, I had all sorts of feelings. Emotions were running high and I was anxious at times and I had so much joy. I knew this was an assignment straight from God.
I am busy writing a book and one of the chapters are:
SHE HAS FEELINGS
"Her emotions are an integral part of her womanhood. She experiences intensely the joys of life. But at times she also experiences negative emotions such as sadness, despondency, or inferiority."
I discovered so many times that "I Am She". That is what I've experienced with this assignment, but not once has God left my side when others decided to withdraw their promises.
I thank God for those who left my side, it made me stronger because the ones who stayed saw what God wants to do.
One lady e-mailed me and said. This is not the exact word but I know what she meant. "Leslene, you are God's hand-maiden, called for a time as this. Don't abort this baby. The vision will be aborted prematurely and you will always wonder what God wanted to do."
Today, I am sitting here writing, I feel joy because I am glad I did not abort the assignment given to me. Hundreds of people didn't show up, but those who came was led by God knowing they will receive from God. People I've never met showed up and brought gifts to bless the ladies.
I am in awe of God's faithfulness when ugly words was thrown from the nay sayers. I had a desire, God birthed it for such a time as this. I carried it full term and God delivered as He promised.
Just like Hannah, I prayed when I experienced intense emotions. Just like Hannah I can say: "The Lord has filled my heart with joy; how happy I am because of what He has done. I laugh at my enemies; how joyful I am because God has helped me. 1Sam. 2:1
Never ever give up when God has called you to fulfil His Vision. He will never ever leave you.
I am so excited for "I Am She" 2014. I hope to see you there.
In His Love
Leslene
A special thanks to my husband Marco, who supports me when God has spoken. Who adheres to every assignment. Who is strong when I feel weak. Who loves me just as Christ loves the church.
To my daughter Keachia-Leigh and my son Wade Joshua, who hurts when I hurt. Who reminds me of what God is saying when I go in the wrong direction. Who at this young age, knows that God has called them to be apart of this vision, and who never questions me when God speaks through me. Who follows when I say; "This is what God wants us to do. This is what God is saying."

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God has a perfect plan - 22nd No'13

Tomorrow is the big day. The "I Am She" Conference. I am nervous, but excited. God has a plan and I know this is not the season to miss out. Whatever God is busy doing in this season, He wants you to be apart if it. Join us tomorrow as we celebrate the 1st annual "I Am She" Conference 2013. See you there.
There were so many times I've wanted to cancel, then somebody comes and motivates me. A week before the conference, I've had nothing to give to the ladies. Our was broken for 3 weeks and all this happened before the conference. I know God was in all disappointments I've had during this journey, but I keep on trusting where I cannot see.
A day before the conference and my lounge is packed with gifts, magazines, crockery, etc. Things I didn't pay for. Things sponsored by friends, family and co-workers. I am in awe of the Greatness of God.
That us what God can do. Trust In Him a He will direct your path. He will lead the way because He has a plan.
I don't know how many women will come, but I trust, those who will come will have an awesome time and God will show up.

In His Love
Leslene
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She is a wife

She is one with her husband
Jesus answered, "Haven't you read the scripture that says that in the beginning the Creator made people male and female? And Go said, 'For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and unite with his wife, and the two will become one.' So they are no longer two, but one. No human being must separate, then, what God has joined together.
-Matthew 19:4-6

She is beautiful to him
How beautiful you are, my love; how your eyes shine with love!
-Song of songs 1:15

She loves him very much
My lover is mine and I am his. He feeds his flock among the lillies until the morning breezes blow and the darkness disappears.
Return my darling, like a gazelle, like a stag on the mountains of Bether.
Asleep on my bed, night after night I dreamt of the one I love;
I was looking for him, but couldn't find him. I went wondering through the city, through it's streets and alleys.
I looked for the one I love.
I looked, but couldn't find him. The watchmen patrolling the city saw me. I asked them, "Have you found my lover?" As soon as I left them, I found him. I held him and wouldn't let go until I took him to my mother's house, to the room where I was born.
-Song of songs 2:16-34

She compliments him
His thighs are columns of alabaster set in sockets of gold.
He is majestic, like the Lebanon Mountain with their towering cedars.
His mouth is sweet to kiss; everything about him enchants me. This is what my lover is like, women of Jerusalem.
-Song of songs 5:15-16

She needs his love
Leah became pregnant and gave birth to a son. She said, "The Lord has seen my trouble, and now my husband will love me." So she named him Reuben.
-Genesis 29:32

And you discover: I Am She!

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Pretenders

"Behold, I am insignificant; what can I reply to Thee? I lay my hand on my mouth." - Job 40:4
 
This is a special message and it's one that I didn't particularly enjoy writing. However, it needs to be said again and again.
This message is to all you church-going pretenders out there - the ones who look heavenly on Sunday, but live like hell Monday through Saturday. You look good on the outside but when God looks at your insides - inside your heart - it's a dirty mess!
I've got bad news for you. Jesus hates religious pretence. But I've also got good news. He loves the pretenders! He gave His life for hypocrites like you and me. The end of being a religious pretenders is to admit our sin separates us from God; then ask Christ's forgiveness; then believe to be right with God is your only hope for change.
 
And here's the irony: When we begin to be more real with God and with others, we begin to be more like Jesus. He's the only person who has ever lived without any trace of pretence.
"Right From The Heart"
In His Love
Leslene

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